5th draft

This is the fifth time I have started a blog post, hopefully this time I will finish it.  I don't know what it is but its hard to sit down and write about my life. I guess because so much has happened within the last 8 months that I'm not even sure who I am anymore. We are driving to Utah tomorrow and I am excited but also scared to jump back into real life. I have been on pause for a year and now I have to press play and its exciting but nerve-wracking. I'm excited for college and living on my own again but also nervous for college and living on my own again haha. I'm just gonna do the best I can, I guess that's all I can do.